A dramatic notion with someone I barely knew

Through you, I felt emotions of glee and excitement, that had long been dormant, revive within me. Half surprised by the novelty of these sensations, I allowed myself to be borne away by them, dismissing the risks of getting hurt, dared to indulge and be delirious. I looked into those eyes with thankfulness which bestowed such joy upon me. An inexpressible chemistry from whence I could only consider as bliss. Carpe Diem, the tattoo that greeted me encapsulated all that I felt within. But suddenly, I awoke, my heart torn away, and the only link that still provided some solace was gone. And I now only indulge in dreams of bliss that no longer will be realised~

A Monday message

I remembered I hurried to meet her, quickening my steps and overtaking those in front of me. There was an excited gait to my steps. No music was playing in my head, yet there was a chirpy vibe inside of me. Never have I been so excited about meeting someone, not in a long while at least. As soon as I thought that, I recalled her words to me, "I haven't had one in a long time." 'Long what?' 'A date?' A giggle darted across my thoughts. "Impossible, given the sassy vibes she exudes." Nonetheless, I was happy. Perhaps I could offer her something she hasn't had. All Mondays should be like this - Excitable.

I wish I could dig up the part of my heart that contains you, so I can pretend it never happened, or that I ever knew you.. Then we would walk on the streets and even if I saw you, I could just look at you like a total stranger and walk home happy that I just met someone gorgeous but that would be all. That feeling will just pass and it wouldn't sting like how it stings my heart now every time I think of you...

Happy world

I live in the fodder of my imagination
A place I only dare to live
A place where I never need to wake up
A place where fantasies are as real as can be
A place where I take flight
Be it the darkest of nights
Or the brightest of days
As long as I allow it to
It takes me to where I wanna be.

It's a happy world where I live.

A blind wish

A gift lies on the table.
It's for you.

Did you not know you'd wished for it some time ago?
Well, it's now arrived.
At a time you least expect, in a package you don't recognise.

You go forth.
You open it up.
SURPRISE!
It IS what you'd wanted!
You receive it excitedly.
You examine it carefully.
You keep it and spend much time with it.

After a while, you realise it doesn't seem like what you want.
But.. it is what you asked for though.
What could be the problem?

...

Did you even know what you wanted in the first place?

爱情的心情

爱情总给人种怪怪的感觉
同样的那首歌总钩起同样的回忆
带出同样的心情
有时候还有些痛痛地

人的心情怎么那么奇怪
人的构造还真的好奇妙

我记得我有个朋友曾经说过，“关于嗅觉是钩起记忆的最大启发”..
她说，如果这是真的。。
那，每当愉快的事情发生时，又或者心情相当好的时候，她将取出她最喜爱的味道来闻。
那，以后她就会天天好心情！

她的策略好像非常绝妙。。但为什么我们常常都把它用在错的时候? :p

It doesn't have to be tough

You wanna what’s tough? I’ll tell you what’s tough.
Knowing the right thing to do and struggling to do it;
Knowing what’s wrong and sruggling to avoid it.
You stare at it in the face and there it is taunting you.. luring you..
Those tentacles of temptation waving at you..

You know you’ve had a taste of it, you enjoyed it but it’s bad. Bad for you.

And so you run. You run quickly away from it.
Bible says, flee. And so I did.
I fleed to the Word.
I turn to Romans and read what He says.

His word promises to give me comfort,
He promises to offer me refuge.
Every word of God is tested: he is a breastplate to those who put their faith in him.

And I run, and I read His word over and over again
I plead to Him to rescue me.
To rescue me from the luring hands of the devil.

No I am not tempted.
But I am tempted when I am drawn away by my own desires..
It all starts in the mind. When we allow evil thoughts to enter our mind and stay there, eventually these evil thoughts can spring into action, leading us to sin.
No I must guard my mind.
I must watch what enters my head

O’ God.. I pray in the purest name of Jesus and I plead the precious blood of Jesus upon my thought-life..
God, come cleanse me.

God… I come before you, understanding that sin not only hurts me, it hurts You and it hurts the people I love and the ones I am responsible for.
Lord, I hold these lives in my hands and I want to be accountable for them.
I want the children to be able to look up to me and see me as a testament to Christ.
And God I can do it. God I can. I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me.
Not by my own effort but by Your grace. And yes Jesus I can. Jesus, I can amount to all things through You who will help me. I can.

You will offer me the tenacity and the resistance required to overcome all challenges.
God, You encase me in Your presence and that’s where I wanna be. All the time.

Thank You God for peace and strength.
Hallelujah!

Love is sacrificing

Tong: I.. I don't think..I can be your boyfriend

Mew: ...

Tong: But that doesn't mean I don't love you

(Extracted from Love Of Siam)

sea of thoughts

Like little sheets of paper
I lay my thoughts one by one
Onto the flowing river
Where they reflect the glistening sun

The first one read I miss you
The second one says I wish you were here
The rest were however empty
Can't you feel the beat of my heart?