Today, I decide I will write my diary. My philosophy on life. My thoughts on things. My views on issues. My.. my dreams, my.. My life ? My world. My world which sometimes don't seem so real..

Thursday, July 30, 2009

Love is sacrificing

Tong: I.. I don't think..I can be your boyfriend

Mew: ...

Tong: But that doesn't mean I don't love you

(Extracted from Love Of Siam)

sea of thoughts

Like little sheets of paper
I lay my thoughts one by one
Onto the flowing river
Where they reflect the glistening sun

The first one read I miss you
The second one says I wish you were here
The rest were however empty
Can't you feel the beat of my heart?

Wednesday, July 15, 2009

heart stolen from my jar

I keep my heart in a little glass jar
so I can observe it from afar
I tend to use my mind a lot more
it wouldn't hurt my heart I am sure

Just when I wasn't looking
Along came an inkling
A feeling most strange I've never felt
Where it came from I couldn't tell

A message. A hug. A tug
Before I knew it, there was nowhere to duck
Perhaps you could say I didn't try
For when I looked back, my heart said bye

and flew to the one who came one day
who fished my heart rightaway

Monday, July 13, 2009

smile on a face

An invisible brush she holds
So effortlessly she unfolds
Every gloom is erased
And every thought replaced

As a smile appears on my face

A most beautiful voice she has
That resonates in me like jazz
Her sense of wit never fails to surprise
Even my fingers turn to fireflies

Then the smile appears on my face, I didn't even try to disguise

Never would I have thought
This friendship that can never be bought
Would present itself in the littlest of package
For someone who hasn't even gone to college
This someone whom I adore
Whose force I cannot ignore
This little girl who fills my days
With smiles that appear on my face..

Dearie, you'll grow up shining in amazing ways!