Today, I decide I will write my diary. My philosophy on life. My thoughts on things. My views on issues. My.. my dreams, my.. My life ? My world. My world which sometimes don't seem so real..

Thursday, February 12, 2015

A dramatic notion with someone I barely knew

Through you, I felt emotions of glee and excitement, that had long been dormant, revive within me. Half surprised by the novelty of these sensations, I allowed myself to be borne away by them, dismissing the risks of getting hurt, dared to indulge and be delirious. I looked into those eyes with thankfulness which bestowed such joy upon me. An inexpressible chemistry from whence I could only consider as bliss. Carpe Diem, the tattoo that greeted me encapsulated all that I felt within. But suddenly, I awoke, my heart torn away, and the only link that still provided some solace was gone. And I now only indulge in dreams of bliss that no longer will be realised~

A Monday message

I remembered I hurried to meet her, quickening my steps and overtaking those in front of me. There was an excited gait to my steps. No music was playing in my head, yet there was a chirpy vibe inside of me. Never have I been so excited about meeting someone, not in a long while at least. As soon as I thought that, I recalled her words to me, "I haven't had one in a long time." 'Long what?' 'A date?' A giggle darted across my thoughts. "Impossible, given the sassy vibes she exudes." Nonetheless, I was happy. Perhaps I could offer her something she hasn't had. All Mondays should be like this - Excitable.