i am a writer..

I watch a lot of movies.
So much so that my thoughts are usually dramatic, mostly extreme.
i dream all the time.
Of what is to be, of what I could become..
I dream all the time, I seldom wake up.
And when I am up, i am usually in a daze.
Life passes me by like a fleeting train. Blurry and quick.

I like to watch films. I imagine my life to be a motion picture. Sometimes, viewed as one of those slo-mo flashback (complete with children laughter) scenes. I walk about with a notebook in hand, penning down my thoughts, almost as if I were a writer of some sort, rushing to finish her book, not wanting to miss that sudden brainwave of inspiration.

I should say I am very blest to even be able to have the luxury of writing as if life wasn't mine. To be a spectator is a luxury. Somehow. At least with the serenity I feel now, it is a luxury. I just wish i could write better tho', just like as a real author.. I imagine it to be quite cool. Quite a nifty idea, to be an author like Virgina Woolf or Paulo Coelho. It must be exciting to live in a make-believe world.. But come to think of it, I already am living in my own world. Everything is so real in my head. I just wish I could find someone as "surreal" as me (at least at this point of time, I think I am..)